I feel bad even if physically nothing hurts. It is now, because my dearest and best has no internet connection abroad, so I feel sad and bored without my dearest and best. And another one. I can’t even write to that another one.
Listening to relaxing Air now.
Peace.

Thoughts are messed up now, really.

I’ve got “splash out” of emotions.
For me in “crying on shoulder” the most important thing is to be heard. If you won’t agree, or if you’ll agree with me but without shouts, I won’t do something backwards. I do it as if you’ll say.
It is one more tip to know me better or to talk to me with understanding.